Sunday, January 29, 2006
sms
i turn a crnru wer nt der
i stmble n fal
u wer nt der
i snt u sms
u answrd
but r u der ?
walk away
live now, this secondand feel yourself.
detached,
carry yourself
clear, cleansing
and walk away.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
OscillatingHeart Burn
Spectral
Mindset
Jetset
Behaviour
Caustic
Reaction
When you fall out
When you try to forget
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
om shantiand peace begins to set in
throat still itches
and pains still bothers
but the air is fresh
the landscape is new
senses fill my head and
my body is not me
I am a soul
a peacefull soul
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Heart Like A River
endlessly it flowslooking for an ocean of ecstasy
carving mountains of memories
facing the sundown where we meet the end
is this your idea of love ?
or should i just go out and get laid
days have passed, bitter thoughts and more
yet love still run deep in veins
To a heart, like a river
and the depth of my soul
like an ocean
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Saturday night
What are you doing listening to Sinatra on a Saturday night ?Coming back from sickbed you continue to toil
in restless pursuits, wallow in false agony and snicker on senseless joy.
What will it be ? Remembering tomorrow will be another hobby.
The more I try, the more I fail. The more I cry the more I die.
Stop. Pause some more. Let it be me, who will emerge in victory.
jaded heart
jaded heartcan you ignite again ?
like wildfire
in a silent war
lick my sword
with your hunger for
love and danger
Friday, January 13, 2006
singapore x 3
scarlet hospitalitychicken rice memories
chinatown and back aches
retrace, restrain and retire...
singapore x 3
scarlet hospitalitychicken rice memories
chinatown and back aches
retrace, restrain and retire...
singapore x 3
scarlet hospitalitychicken rice memories
chinatown and back aches
retrace, restrain and retire...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
tears from the sky
i dont feel like cryingi dont feel like dying
i dont feel like sleeping
but i feel like shopping
kaya lang ang lakas ng ulan!
putang ina naman oh.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
gimme a break
brushed myself against heavenand woke up dry in the morning
Ikea dreams in the afternoon
alone and hungry at seven
can laughter save the day?
6 bottles of corona waiting
get this over with will yah?!
Sunday, January 08, 2006
MBV Loveless
My Bloody Valentine - when you sleep andwrapping me in ethereality
chained to your waist and embrace
there is no reason to be free...
sparks for life
can you feel me electric ?charged exuberance resonating
waxed poetic for lost love
and ephemeral contempt
i have mutiplied my cocoon
listen here. don't blame me!
dazed and blogging like an idiot
Moleskine my hurts, color this spacepencil my pain, agonize to place
a blog a day to glorify the daze
flameweaver
disarming porcelain skincharming state of mind
anatomizing boyish cravings
your picture perfect movement
substance and culture to taste
fit for a majestic feast of four
a Sayuri for my Samurai
can we burn as two ?
organize our trappings
and reverse my heart
grip my slippery soul
bleed on me, pass your fire
ill catch your truth
to dream, pursue and simplify.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
untitled so far
reflections in bedexpressions in your head - you are not dead
from still to motion
from dream to action - live with passion
maybe today
maybe someday - i'll find my way
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
barista dream

be my barista
if i find you that black cap
and green apron
grind my beans at night
perk me up in the morning
with your taste and aroma
wake my senses
butterflies in my stomach
raging warmth below
ill savour your latte
and let your love
drip
on my mouth
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
830 pm, hungry and remembering
crimson proseeloquence progress
my heart
only whispers
be still now
i squeeze
clinging for a beat
moving away
loving harder
stutter stutter
a murmur in the heartfrom a light purple rose
i stutter to feel
moments so beautiful
the sweetness in the air
follows, and lives on ...
Monday, January 02, 2006
Ikalawa ng Enero, Gising na
kagat sa dibdibkalam ng sikmura
ikalima ng umaga
bangon sa dilim
yakap sa unan
kaluskos sa papag
makailang oras
huminga ng malalim
umawit ng dasal
at humubog ng ngiti
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Windmills of your Heart

Bangui Bay Windfarm, Ilocos Norte, Philippines
Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning,
On an ever spinning wheel
As the images unwind
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
-Windmills of your Mind, Michel Legrand ?
A thousand kilometers
cold wind, piercing sun
fleeting laughter like the wind
thoughts of the heart like windmills
comes around in circles
remember sand and water ?
a trip to the heart and more
I will find her soon
and will find myself again
a bright new year and counting
I slumber to sleep
the next 12 months in my dreams
